When
I went out for a morning prayer "walk" around my neighborhood this
last week and prayed some specific prayers, I felt quite surrendered. I did not
think I was in any sense giving a demand to God or requiring him to do anything
my way (as if that would have worked any way). At the same time, I probably
thought I had at least some idea how he might chose to get things done.
By
that night, God's answer was already coming in. (Don't worry if things
don't happen that quickly for you. They usually don't for me either.) But in this
case his answer was as shocking as it was clear. It absolutely could not have
been any more different from what I would have expected or guessed. How could
this happen? 48 years of following Jesus, and he is still totally
surprising me.
But
I should have known. After all, don’t I remember the main story? God told his
people for centuries about a Messiah who would come and bring his kingdom. But
when he came, that Messiah was not at all what they thought he would be.
Far
from it, he was a man of peace not a warrior. He was servant not a conqueror.
He came to bear our sins, not to inflict pain on the occupiers. He came
not to make the Jews top dogs but to include the Gentiles, not to burn the tax
collectors but to have dinner with them; not to stone the prostitutes but to
usher them into the Kingdom before the teachers. How often I have taught
this. He's wild. He's so out of the box, we may wonder if he knows what a
box is. I have should have known. But he still shocked me.
Think
you have some idea of how God is going to get something done? Be
surrendered, but still watch out. God is likely to do something you would have
never dreamed. And, by the way, a little footnote, he almost always will
require you to put more skin in the game. That came through with this answer,
too.
"Has not God made foolish the
wisdom of the world?" (1Corinthians 1:20).
Thank you for sharing this perspective, Tom - I can't help being glad I'm not the only one who has needed more than one reminder of this in my walk with God, and your post encourages me to respond not with a sense of discouragement ("Again!?"), but to fix my eyes on Him with greater faith. Amen!
ReplyDeleteSomething I read years ago on the purpose of prayer really helps, when I remember it. The purpose of prayer is not to get God to do what I want, but to get my heart ready to do what he wants. These past few weeks, we've been battling significant injury and illness while in the midst of one of our busiest times ever in the ministry. Not what I prayed for, that's for sure. Is my heart surrendered completely to the God who sent his Son to die for me? For me, these times are that test. Thanks for the reminder, Tom.
ReplyDeleteA year later and it still is true, thank you for this.
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